A new day to refresh the circles in my life

So today, I've decided to blog and to just write whatever I feel and things that I have reflected. It may sound like a silly post or piece of non-essential writing ever written but hey,may be it's therapeutic for me.I am not really happy today.Somehow, I sense that I am receiving quite negatives comments and news; coming from all four corners since yesterday.I felt as though I have been sending out wrong messages to people around me who think they might have really understand me in and out. I am a little bit disappointed with the feedbacks/comments from people these few days. It's like adding fuel to the fire when someone has attacked me bluntly in WA group. I was just trying to be honest and people seems to take it personally.Well, it's not that I'm being rude at the first place. Perhaps, I shouldn't joke or offer advices to people at the first place.Was thinking very hard if it's the right choice to delete/close down my Facebook account for good!have to start transferring all of my pictures into my drive soon
Looking back at my old picture,ahhh..life was easier and I was younger of course!!How I wish I could just go back and tell myself that I should have done some other useful things for my own self! I would have told myself (here) that to not get involved with someone/people (only I know who) and not to be so dependant on that person/group of people. Like, you don't have to feel obligated to be owned by a group of people and to feel that you are entitled to do so... It seems like years ago.but trust me,it was only back in 2007...
After getting involved in the near fatal road accident back in 2006, I thought I have changed a lot.I thought I was becoming a better person. I thought I was on the right track?Perhaps I was just consoling myself and I was doing all the things just to compensate or to distract myself from the trauma. Maybe I am actually still in the post-traumatic stage(is there such a word)hehe...Life is never the same after the accident.I became bolder,proactive and honest...well, maybe I'm being biased and all of those qualities were just a total sham?? I promised myself not to regret on things I did because life's short and hey...you're either in or out?! Somehow I felt ; at times: well most of the time; I am dealing/handling with difficult personalities. Some people can be so demanding and two-face. Today I've received so many bad vibes from people I know for years and I began to wonder. Now....I ought to decide on things that could affect my life forever. I don't want to ditch all my friends but I have to say; they are very strong in characters and it actually drained my energy.Sometimes, I d have second thought and feel as though I was just wasting time on them. Today I have categorised some people into certain group based on their colourful personalities.And trust me, I am not calling people animals or anything.It's just a better way to describe them with some of the known characteristics of these animals. I trust I am not violating any animal rights or human rights for that!

1. The Cow: yeah maybe physically big...They seem harmless and docile but once they Mooo...how now brown cow?Sounded like they know things but I have to tell you one thing for sure...They are totally clueless; maybe I ought to call them the Dumb Blonde Cows(sorry, I have nothing against blondes..they are pretty)

2.The Peacock: as colourful as the creature,looks nice and pleasant but can be so arrogant because they seem to think that everything is about them and you are judging them even though it was meant to be just a casual thing or joke.They are so full of themselves and think that the world should stop turning and pause.Sit tight folks and watch them go by....literally!! The world evolves around them;and so they think!


3. The Kangaroo Jack: These are a group people who like to jump here and there and think that they are so carefree and believe that they are pure at heart!They are total wreckage and bound to destroy your values. And you feel comply to jump along with their ignorance and stupidity because you thought.Hey!! let's jump and you jump. 

I guess that's all for today,have lotsa work to do and I will go to the gym later. I promise myself that I will be physically changed, mentally stronger and spiritually happier.





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