The Person in Me

First and foremost, Happy Belated New Year to everyone. I would probably start writing again in my blog page and share some interesting if not material-worthy stuff for my blog here. It's a new year, another new cycle of everything. I am hoping that there will be a wonderful exciting things that will come rolling down onto my doorstep.hehe. I am getting persistent with my gym routine now, getting serious and watching my diet and what not. This February, I will be heading to Sabah and climb the tallest mountain in South East Asia; the Mighty Mount Kinabalu! I will be joined by Melisa; a cousin of mine who is also a sport enthusiast. She has been working so hard to gym with all the Zumba and training too. I have been dreaming off climbing the mountain since I visited the Kinabalu National Park a few years back. Another exciting thing is, I will be moving into my new house soon!Can't wait really! Will upload pictures on that one soon. On a sadder note, earlier of this...

yes....If only I could turn back the time. I would have done things differently. I would treat myself and the people around me better perhaps. I would have been braver and ask someone out.There are a lot of things that I would have done differently or avoid doing even. There will be a time in our life that we would just sit down and ponder and wonder if things would have been totally different or greater if only we did them differently.One of the things that left a big hole in me is when I lost a very good friend for more than 22 years... I would not have a big fight with my best friend back in elementary school. I used to have a very good friend. He was the first person to talk to me when I've moved to my new school. We were inseparable! We rode bicycles to school together, swam in the public pool twice a week and did lotsa fun things together. Until we had a fight over a very stupid thing. I forgot what was the fuss but I do admit that being an Aries, I handled things "d...

There are a few solid reasons that drove me to this path of having my FB deactivated: #1 It Is an Addiction I somehow came to a simple conclusion that I might be addicted to FB. I actually sense that revelation 2 years ago but I was in a denial state. I told myself countless times that it is normal to check/ go into my FB account like everyday. I reasoned to myself by saying that checking FB is as important as checking my office emails. However, I ended up hogging and stalking people's pages most of the time. Somehow, I come to term that it is unhealthy and quite disturbing. I don't want FB to control my life and make myself a public nuisance. #2 It Is a Silly Distraction I discovered that my FB has becoming my number 1 priority whenever I am at thedesk. My office emails and heaps of works came later. I always say this to myself; 5 mins of FB wouldn't hurt but truth is...I ended up wasting almost 45 mins of my daily life and wandering aimlessly about..in and out...

So I woke up and felt a sharp pain behind my neck. It was quite mild when I just woke up but it worsen by the hours. Technically, I was driving in a very static mode. I had to move my upper torso just look at the side mirror before making any exit or making any turns! I am pretty people think that I am weird that day. Stopped by a supermarket and bought a medicinal plaster for my neck. It is called Tokusen Strong.A medicinal plaster that you paste on your body.... We call it "koyok" at home :) It is soothing and it has a warm feeling. It also has a strong spicy smell. Some people dislike the smell but I quite like it for the record! It reminds me of old Chinese medicines...as Chinese traditional remedies are quite strong and effective. It made me sleepy too! So, I had to work the whole day with my stiff neck. Went out for lunch with my stiff neck too and took shower later in the evening with my stiff neck. Apparently, we the Bidayuhs have a very o...